Nice to be here again with you guys especially the closest friends that are taken for granted by stupid me..how I wish to be able to write on this blog every single day and share the stories and thoughts of mine with u guys..to be able to share the laughters and the tears but i am so fucking busy and lazy to even checking things up in this page. I would normally copy and paste someone's ideas but now I am giving 100% mine just to keep everything real about me. I dont care if anyone would care reading this article or what but this is the only way for me to express and letting out all of my frustration in this pathetic life. Who am I for you guys to even care rite?? yeah I know that and same goes to me too...what the heck, did you guys know that it is really hard to make the dreams you planted in your pathetic minds to be exactly as you want it to be..keeping it real...nobody I mean nobody would ever see that their beautiful dream will be as it is when the time comes. I've been through it and I damn well know that I fucking messed up my life by chasing the unreachable dreams. Dreams and goals...I hate these two words...no motivation no goals no dreams and I'm fucking hurting my loved ones every single day with my bullshitting. Arghhhh...I never ever thought that this life would be that so complicated and hard...... How I wish...damn, living in the fairy tale dreams and never to be awoken.. sometimes I wish to just give up but when I see my precious daughters, I cried and I cried... I would give my heart and my soul to the devil itself for them. They are the one that making me still alive and going everyday. Nothing could ever change my love towards them and not even YOU cruel faith.. that is why every morning when I'm about to go out to work I'll always kiss them goodbye as if that is the last kiss I ever give them. Well, enough... thats all for now...vented my anger and cooled down.
Its Me...
Largest Cave in the WORLD is in Malaysia...WOW!!!!
Sarawak Chamber (Advanced)
World Heritage | RM500 for 1 - 5 persons extra person RM100, |
(Advanced – requires Park Manager approval)
Sarawak Chamber is a tour for visitors that
- Can demonstrate current membership of an internationally recognized speleological society or caving group, or
- Can provide details of* previous caving experience or
- have completed one of the easier tours at Mulu first.
Sarawak Chamber is a challenging trek even for fit and experienced cavers. Taking one very full day, beginning at 6.30 am at the Park HQ office you will follow the Summit Trail for about 3 hours. Access to the chamber is via Gua Nasib Bagus (Good Luck Cave) taking about 3 hours along a 800 metre river channel with sheer rock faces rising to about 50 metres on either side.
After a 200 metre traverse and a steep boulder slope you come face to face with the inky blackness of earth’s largest chamber. Enjoy a short rest at the mouth of the chamber, before the return trip.
You will need to have good hiking boots, a day pack, raincoat, lunch, water, personal first aid kit and a back up torch. You will be provided with a caving helmet, head lamp and ropes as required.
If the water levels are too high, the tour must be cancelled and the group returns to Park headquarters.
CANCELLATION BY THE PARK STAFF
- If the trek is cancelled before leaving the Park office then there will be a full refund.
- Once you have left the Park Office there will be no refund whatever the reason for the tour not going all the way to Sarawak Chamber eg, fitness levels, water levels or sickness.
- If during the trek to the cave entrance the guide believes that water levels will be too high in Sarawak Chamber but still suitable at Drunken Forest then the tour will be changed at no extra charge.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Hey guys...welcome back to my silly page..
Nice to be here again with you guys especially the closest friends that are taken for granted by stupid me..how I wish to be able to write on this blog every single day and share the stories and thoughts of mine with u guys..to be able to share the laughters and the tears but i am so fucking busy and lazy to even checking things up in this page. I would normally copy and paste someone's ideas but now I am giving 100% mine just to keep everything real about me. I dont care if anyone would care reading this article or what but this is the only way for me to express and letting out all of my frustration in this pathetic life. Who am I for you guys to even care rite?? yeah I know that and same goes to me too...what the heck, did you guys know that it is really hard to make the dreams you planted in your pathetic minds to be exactly as you want it to be..keeping it real...nobody I mean nobody would ever see that their beautiful dream will be as it is when the time comes. I've been through it and I damn well know that I fucking messed up my life by chasing the unreachable dreams. Dreams and goals...I hate these two words...no motivation no goals no dreams and I'm fucking hurting my loved ones every single day with my bullshitting. Arghhhh...I never ever thought that this life would be that so complicated and hard...... How I wish...damn, living in the fairy tale dreams and never to be awoken.. sometimes I wish to just give up but when I see my precious daughters, I cried and I cried... I would give my heart and my soul to the devil itself for them. They are the one that making me still alive and going everyday. Nothing could ever change my love towards them and not even YOU cruel faith.. that is why every morning when I'm about to go out to work I'll always kiss them goodbye as if that is the last kiss I ever give them. Well, enough... thats all for now...vented my anger and cooled down.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Hye ladies and gents..its been awhile...
Wahhh...its good to be back here telling u guys my thoughts and the story of my life..hehehe...im currently working in marudi.yupp...marudi my hometown.Love it so much..Its not a coincidence but a blessed fate tht im here.God works in really strange ways..hehehe..Here are some of my pics tht u guys can see and lemme tell u guys..it feels good to work in ur own hometown..hahahaha..because ur used to it already.many people will disagree wif me cos its boring.its not the case..im proud to be here...proud and happy...hahahaha
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Dont wait until its too late....
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Monday, May 18, 2009
MY Buffday is TODAY!!!
whoaaaaa!!!!im 25 ordy yeah..wht are my plans for the future..huh...still bleak..well,im not a messiah..i cant predict the future.juz cross my fingers and keep on praying..believing HE will guide me through thick and thin..i've received messages frm ppl all over the world wishing me the best in life.Thanks to u guys..wifout u all i wont be who i am rite now.im blessed to have u ppl around me..hehehe...so far my life always been blessed by HIM in every ways.Life is tough yeah..tell me whose life isnt tough.its how we make use the opportunity given to us.frankly,i seldom go to church but u knw wht..im still a believer.i wont trade my belief for anything in this world.Thank u GOD for believing in me all this while..u are my hero.i knw im juz a human..mistakes everywhere...but still u are willing to accept me as i am now..im dirty infront of u but u still open up ur arms and take me under ur caring love.guys,juz be happy to live and please ur enjoy ur life to the fullest.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
The Bible and Coal
Thursday May 7, 2009
Why biofuels are the rainforest's worst enemy
Why Biofuels Are the Rainforest's Worst Enemy Heather Rogers http://www.motherjones.com/environment/2009/03/why-biofuels-are-rainforests-worst-enemy |
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Love hurts...trust no one especially the one tht keep on lying to u
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...