Nice to be here again with you guys especially the closest friends that are taken for granted by stupid me..how I wish to be able to write on this blog every single day and share the stories and thoughts of mine with u guys..to be able to share the laughters and the tears but i am so fucking busy and lazy to even checking things up in this page. I would normally copy and paste someone's ideas but now I am giving 100% mine just to keep everything real about me. I dont care if anyone would care reading this article or what but this is the only way for me to express and letting out all of my frustration in this pathetic life. Who am I for you guys to even care rite?? yeah I know that and same goes to me too...what the heck, did you guys know that it is really hard to make the dreams you planted in your pathetic minds to be exactly as you want it to be..keeping it real...nobody I mean nobody would ever see that their beautiful dream will be as it is when the time comes. I've been through it and I damn well know that I fucking messed up my life by chasing the unreachable dreams. Dreams and goals...I hate these two words...no motivation no goals no dreams and I'm fucking hurting my loved ones every single day with my bullshitting. Arghhhh...I never ever thought that this life would be that so complicated and hard...... How I wish...damn, living in the fairy tale dreams and never to be awoken.. sometimes I wish to just give up but when I see my precious daughters, I cried and I cried... I would give my heart and my soul to the devil itself for them. They are the one that making me still alive and going everyday. Nothing could ever change my love towards them and not even YOU cruel faith.. that is why every morning when I'm about to go out to work I'll always kiss them goodbye as if that is the last kiss I ever give them. Well, enough... thats all for now...vented my anger and cooled down.
Quote of the day -The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.
Paul Valery
