Its Me...

Its Me...
I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.

Largest Cave in the WORLD is in Malaysia...WOW!!!!

Sarawak Chamber (Advanced)

  World Heritage 
  Guide

  RM500 for 1 - 5 persons extra person RM100,
  maximum of 8.

(Advanced – requires Park Manager approval) 
Sarawak Chamber is a tour for visitors that

  • Can demonstrate current membership of an internationally recognized speleological society or caving group, or
  • Can provide details of* previous caving experience or
  • have completed one of the easier tours at Mulu first.


Sarawak Chamber is a challenging trek even for fit and experienced cavers. Taking one very full day, beginning at 6.30 am at the Park HQ office you will follow the Summit Trail for about 3 hours. Access to the chamber is via Gua Nasib Bagus (Good Luck Cave) taking about 3 hours along a 800 metre river channel with sheer rock faces rising to about 50 metres on either side. 

After a 200 metre traverse and a steep boulder slope you come face to face with the inky blackness of earth’s largest chamber. Enjoy a short rest at the mouth of the chamber, before the return trip.

You will need to have good hiking boots, a day pack, raincoat, lunch, water, personal first aid kit and a back up torch. You will be provided with a caving helmet, head lamp and ropes as required.


If the water levels are too high, the tour must be cancelled and the group returns to Park headquarters.


CANCELLATION BY THE PARK STAFF

  • If the trek is cancelled before leaving the Park office then there will be a full refund.
  • Once you have left the Park Office there will be no refund whatever the reason for the tour not going all the way to Sarawak Chamber eg, fitness levels, water levels or sickness.
  • If during the trek to the cave entrance the guide believes that water levels will be too high in Sarawak Chamber but still suitable at Drunken Forest then the tour will be changed at no extra charge.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Hey guys...welcome back to my silly page..


Nice to be here again with you guys especially the closest friends that are taken for granted by stupid me..how I wish to be able to write on this blog every single day and share the stories and thoughts of mine with u guys..to be able to share the laughters and the tears but i am so fucking busy and lazy to even checking things up in this page. I would normally copy and paste someone's ideas but now I am giving 100% mine just to keep everything real about me. I dont care if anyone would care reading this article or what but this is the only way for me to express and letting out all of my frustration in this pathetic life. Who am I for you guys to even care rite?? yeah I know that and same goes to me too...what the heck, did you guys know that it is really hard to make the dreams you planted in your pathetic minds to be exactly as you want it to be..keeping it real...nobody I mean nobody would ever see that their beautiful dream will be as it is when the time comes. I've been through it and I damn well know that I fucking messed up my life by chasing the unreachable dreams. Dreams and goals...I hate these two words...no motivation no goals no dreams and I'm fucking hurting my loved ones every single day with my bullshitting. Arghhhh...I never ever thought that this life would be that so complicated and hard...... How I wish...damn, living in the fairy tale dreams and never to be awoken.. sometimes I wish to just give up but when I see my precious daughters, I cried and I cried... I would give my heart and my soul to the devil itself for them. They are the one that making me still alive and going everyday. Nothing could ever change my love towards them and not even YOU cruel faith.. that is why every morning when I'm about to go out to work I'll always kiss them goodbye as if that is the last kiss I ever give them. Well, enough... thats all for now...vented my anger and cooled down.



Quote of the day -The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up.
Paul Valery

Friday, August 7, 2009

Hye ladies and gents..its been awhile...


Wahhh...its good to be back here telling u guys my thoughts and the story of my life..hehehe...im currently working in marudi.yupp...marudi my hometown.Love it so much..Its not a coincidence but a blessed fate tht im here.God works in really strange ways..hehehe..Here are some of my pics tht u guys can see and lemme tell u guys..it feels good to work in ur own hometown..hahahaha..because ur used to it already.many people will disagree wif me cos its boring.its not the case..im proud to be here...proud and happy...hahahaha

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Dont wait until its too late....

10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade 
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
 

Monday, May 18, 2009

MY Buffday is TODAY!!!


whoaaaaa!!!!im 25 ordy yeah..wht are my plans for the future..huh...still bleak..well,im not a messiah..i cant predict the future.juz cross my fingers and keep on praying..believing HE will guide me through thick and thin..i've received messages frm ppl all over the world wishing me the best in life.Thanks to u guys..wifout u all i wont be who i am rite now.im blessed to have u ppl around me..hehehe...so far my life always been blessed by HIM in every ways.Life is tough yeah..tell me whose life isnt tough.its how we make use the opportunity given to us.frankly,i seldom go to church but u knw wht..im still a believer.i wont trade my belief for anything in this world.Thank u GOD for believing in me all this while..u are my hero.i knw im juz a human..mistakes everywhere...but still u are willing to accept me as i am now..im dirty infront of u but u still open up ur arms and take me under ur caring love.guys,juz be happy to live and please ur enjoy ur life to the fullest.

Regards frm edy's camp of love

Thursday, May 7, 2009

The Bible and Coal


Thursday May 7, 2009

The story is told of an old man who lived on a farm in the mountains of  eastern West Virginia with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up  early sitting at the kitchen table reading from his old worn-out Bible. His grandson who wanted to be just like him tried to imitate him in anyway he could.  One day the grandson asked, "Papa, I try to read the Bible just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Bible do?"
TwitThis The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and said, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring back a basket of  water." The boy did as he was told, even though all the water leaked out before  he could get back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, "You  will have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the  river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he  returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was  "impossible to carry water in a basket," and he went to get a bucket  instead. The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of  water. You can do this. You're just not trying hard enough," and he went  out the door to watch the boy try again. At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his  grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak  out before he got very far . The boy scooped the water and ran hard, but  when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty. Out of breath, he said, "See Papa, it's useless!" "So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket." The boy looked at the basket and for the first time he realized that the  basket looked different. Instead of a dirty old coal basket, it was  clean. "Son, that's what happens when you read the Bible. You might not  understand or remember everything, but when you read it, it will change  you from the inside out. That is the work of God in our lives. To change  us from the inside out and to slowly transform us into the image of His  son."

Why biofuels are the rainforest's worst enemy



Why Biofuels Are the Rainforest's Worst Enemy

Heather Rogers
Mother Jones, March/April 2009

Nestled deep in the tropical rainforest on the island of Borneo, 
Pareh is a collection of about 60 weathered wooden houses perched on 
stilts and enfolded by coconut palms, banana trees, and the dappled 
green overhang of the towering forest. Pareh's inhabitants belong to 
the indigenous tribes of 
Borneo collectively identified as the Dayak. 
They have lived here for centuries, raising rubber trees, pumpkin, 
cassava, and rice, and harvesting wood for fuel and lumber.

In 2005, a group of village men went hunting in the forest several 
hours from Pareh and stumbled on a clearing in which the trees had 
recently been felled. That was how they discovered that Perseroan 
Terbatas Ledo Lestari, or ptll, a subsidiary of an Indonesian company 
named Duta Palma Nusantara, was seizing their ancestral land to 
establish a massive plantation of oil palms, a tree whose oil is 
rendered and refined into biodiesel. (One of Duta Palma's major 
customers is Wilmar International Ltd, a Singapore-based firm in 
which 
US agribusiness giant Archer Daniels Midland holds a 16 percent 
stake.)

Over the next two years ptll destroyed 15,000 acres, which the Dayak 
say amounts to three-quarters of their "customary forest"—land that's 
vital for their survival and to which they have certain rights under 
Indonesian law. The plantation also uprooted monkeys and wild boar, 
which began raiding the community's food supply. Because ptll 
replaced diverse forest with a monocrop, pests invaded Pareh's 
subsistence gardens. Rice crops failed. The Dayak filed complaints 
with regional and national officials; at one point they commandeered 
one of ptll's bulldozers (an offense for which Momonus, the village 
head, and Jamaluddin, an elder, served jail time). The clearing went 
on.

Increasingly desperate, in 2007 the people of Pareh offered ptll a 
drastic compromise. The villagers would surrender every acre the 
plantation had illegally seized if the company agreed to take no more 
land. There was no response. Soon after, a villager obtained a ptll 
map showing the company's long-term plan: It aimed to clearcut 50,000 
acres, more than three times as much land as it had already taken. On 
the map, both Pareh and its sister village, Semunying, were gone.

Later that fall, a hunting party was searching for wild boar when the 
men heard the unmistakable whine of chain saws. This time, they 
didn't write up a complaint—they assembled a posse. More than 60 
people from Pareh and Semunying descended on the site. They found a 
clearcutting crew in action, protected by Indonesian army troops; by 
way of protest, they seized 11 chain saws. "If we didn't do anything, 
our land would be gone," a defiant Jamaluddin told me.

With governments and consumers scrambling for alternatives to fossil 
fuel, worldwide demand for biofuels has gone through the roof; in 
Europe, where more than half of all automobiles run on diesel, 
consumption of biodiesel is set to triple by 2010. US subsidies for 
biofuels, mostly ethanol, will add up to $92 billion between 2006 and 
2012, and producers in developing countries like 
Indonesia are often 
eligible for millions of dollars in development money from the World 
Bank.

But amid the hype, problems have emerged. Biodiesel emits less than 
one-quarter the carbon of regular diesel once it's burned. But when 
production—and the destruction of ecosystems in the developing 
countries where most biofuel crops are grown—is factored in, many 
biofuels may actually emit more carbon than does petroleum, the 
journal Science reported last year. Because oil palms don't absorb as 
much CO2 as the rainforest or peatlands they replace, palm oil can 
generate as much as 10 times more carbon than petroleum, according to 
the advocacy group Food First. Thanks in large part to oil palm 
plantations, 
Indonesia is now the world's third-largest emitter of 
CO2, trailing only the 
US and China.

Yet 
Indonesia aims to expand these plantations from 16 million acres 
currently to almost 26 million by 2015. If deforestation, which is 
due largely to oil palm, continues at the present rate, 98 percent of 
the country's forest—one of only a handful of large rainforests 
remaining in the world—will be degraded or gone by 2022. And although 
Indonesia has strict environmental regulations and formally 
recognizes customary land rights, those laws are only as effective as 
the local bureaucrats enforcing them. "For the permit certification, 
a guy just comes to your office and you just pay him off," explains 
Ong Kee Chau, a former Wilmar executive who was responsible for most 
of the company's operations on 
Borneo. "This is how it works." For 
everyone from national politicians to struggling villagers, biofuel 
represents opportunity. "Oil palm is one of our areas of 
competitiveness," explains Herry Purnomo, an Indonesia-based forestry 
researcher. "We can't compete with information technologies or in 
auto manufacturing, but we have plantations."

The only way to get to Pareh is to travel up the 
Kumba River
typically in a traditional wooden boat fitted with an outboard motor. 
When I make the trip with a researcher from Friends of the Earth-
Indonesia, we arrive about two hours after sundown. Momonus and his 
wife, Margareta, receive us in their home. (The people I meet in 
Pareh all go by single names.) There is no furniture; we sit in 
flickering candlelight around plastic tablecloths spread on the 
floor. Pages of newspaper have been pasted over gaps in the walls, 
and in one room I read a story about girls being kidnapped and used 
as sex slaves by plantation workers.

After a meal of fiddlehead ferns and banana flowers, the front room 
begins to fill with village men who spill out onto the porch and 
linger in the doorway. All wear freshly washed T-shirts and jeans or 
khakis, and all of them smoke except Momonus, a 38-year-old with a 
low, solid build, dark hair, and a thin mustache. The men tell me 
that if the government and Duta Palma continue to rebuff them, they 
will resort to their machetes. (The Dayak have a history of head-
hunting, although nowadays they mostly use that reputation to inspire 
fear.) As the meeting winds down, Julian, a young father of two, asks 
if anyone has been to the boundary between the forest and the 
plantation. Another young man speaks up. Yes, he was recently there, 
and didn't see any logging.

The next day, I go with Momonus, Julian, and two other villagers to 
see for ourselves. On motorbikes, we navigate the ribbon of slick mud 
that passes for a road. After two perilous hours, we reach the land 
Duta Palma has seized.

The contrast between past and future is extreme. The ancestral forest 
is carpeted with ferns and flowers; monkeys swing from branches of 
wild mango, teak, and ironwood trees, and soaring above it all is a 
majestic canopy of dipterocarps. One of the rainforest's iconic 
treasures, dipterocarps bloom just once every four years but do so in 
unison, their vivid red flowers erupting over millions of acres.

Across the road is a moonscape. Charred trunks lie prone as far as 
the eye can see. On the horizon we can make out a thin emerald seam—
the encroaching column of palms. Duta Palma has also planted 
seedlings in a narrow band along the border of the community's land, 
like a message written in green: The forest belongs to the palm.

We pass the area denuded last fall, and the empty military guard post 
set up to protect the loggers. Farther along we find a camp. A blue 
tarp is pitched over a platform covered with bedding and folded 
clothes. Momonus lifts the lid on a pot of rice; it's still warm. He 
takes a stub of wood from the cooking fire and writes on the platform 
in thick black letters: Stop destroying the ancestral forest!!!

We hit the road again. After a few miles, we come to an abrupt halt—
several recently downed trees are blocking the way. As the drone of 
chain saws reverberates, a few workers emerge from the trees. Unlike 
the people of Pareh, they have tattered clothes and black teeth. 
Momonus calmly exchanges words with one of them and heads into the 
forest to see what's going on. When he returns 10 minutes later, his 
eyes shine with rage. Then another man, better dressed than the 
laborers, comes barreling toward us on a white motorcycle. He, too, 
looks furious. Momonus orders us on the bikes, and we speed away. 
When we finally stop, Momonus reminds me where I've seen the man 
before. He was the villager at the meeting last night who said the 
clearing had stopped. He is Momonus' brother-in-law.

I have just witnessed the palm companies' modus operandi in 
miniature. Operatives will proposition community members to assemble 
a logging crew in return for a sum that is insignificant to the 
company and a fortune to a villager. Some people will say no—Julian 
refused $6,000. But the company will keep trying until someone says 
yes, and someone almost always does. This helps the plantations 
expand into the forests, but, even more important, it sows betrayal 
and division that undermine the opposition.

A few days later, I get a text message from Momonus saying that the 
community went back to the clearing and confiscated 20 chain saws.

Is there any hope for 
Indonesia's rainforests—and the people who 
depend on them? To answer that question, I visit an older oil palm 
plantation, Perseroan Terbatas Bumi Pratama Khatulistiwa. It's owned 
by Wilmar and located in the coastal district of Pontianak, near the 
village of Mega Timur. This terrain used to be tropical peatland 
forest, but in 1996, Wilmar began razing the groves and digging deep 
canals to drain the soil. Now the land is a uniform grid of oil 
palms. According to Greenpeace, the destruction and degradation of 
Indonesian peatlands releases 4 percent of the world's total 
greenhouse gas emissions.

Unlike the Dayak of Pareh, the peasants of Mega Timur welcomed the 
plantation, seeing it as their ticket to a better life. Many families 
agreed to surrender their land to Wilmar; each received in exchange a 
smaller plot sown with palm, with the cost of the planting passed on 
to the family in the form of a loan. This is a common arrangement 
that somewhat resembles sharecropping: The peasants are obliged to 
sell their harvest to the company at a set price, regardless of the 
market rate. The Wilmar plantation siphons off half the money as 
payments on the planting loans; it also deducts fees for roads and 
drainage systems, fertilizer and pesticides, harvest collection, 
security and administrative charges, and a deposit into a mandatory 
savings account. After almost a decade of working with the company, 
none of the smallholders I talk to know how much they've earned, how 
much they've saved, or what portion of their loans they've paid. They 
do know, however, that floods are common now that the wetlands are 
gone. Several times a year their fields are submerged, sometimes for 
weeks on end.

Wilmar is currently under scrutiny for illegalities at three other 
plantations, including logging protected areas, using fire to clear 
trees, forcibly removing peasants and indigenous people, and 
operating without proper permits. These activities violate Wilmar's 
own social responsibility policies, as well as the standards of the 
Roundtable on Sustainable Palm Oil, an industry-led oversight group 
the company belongs to, and the International Finance Corporation, a 
World Bank agency that has provided Wilmar tens of millions of 
dollars. After considerable pressure from Indonesian activists, both 
agencies have launched investigations. The industry group's probe 
ended last year after Wilmar promised to make improvements.

My last stop in 
Indonesia is the Center for International Forestry 
Research, a serene, wooded compound where more than 100 top 
scientists are working out ways to protect the world's forests and 
their peoples. Researcher Herry Purnomo is part of an international 
team that has devised a plan to pay developing countries to leave the 
trees standing. Known as the Reducing Emissions From Deforestation 
and Degradation initiative, the program is projected to cost a mere 
$12 billion annually worldwide—not bad considering that the US 
government has spent $126 billion on post-Katrina reconstruction. But 
international agencies and Western governments have promised only $1 
billion so far—"nowhere near what there needs to be," Purnomo says 
with frustration.

While I was in Pareh, some village men asked if I wanted to see the 
11 chain saws they'd seized the previous fall. They led me to a 
hiding place and took out the orange-handled saws one by one, 
carefully placing them in a straight line on the ground. A few 
minutes later they meticulously arranged them in a circle. I could 
tell how proud they were: The chain saws were trophies of their 
bravery. I also realized that despite all they'd been through, the 
villagers continued to see the saws as bargaining chips, a monumental 
misperception of the size and scope of their opponent.

http://www.motherjones.com/environment/2009/03/why-biofuels-are-rainforests-worst-enemy

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Love hurts...trust no one especially the one tht keep on lying to u


Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...